hmm ,i think i'm super tired yawh O.O
haha ,after chatting w baby ytd ,i slept and slept th whole day O:
haha ,didn't do anything ,only slept .(i guess i'm catching back my sleepiness O: )
okay ,so i did slept for quite a few hours .
yeah ,sg is having hols alr ,and i missed a day of holiday w baby ! T_T
wtfzxzxcx !
grrrr ,anws i'll be back on sunday ,so i'll spend time w you tht day ! :D

wo ai ni ,weiling .

i can't afford to lose you .

ILOVEBABY
ILOVEBABY
ILOVEBABY
ILOVEBABY! ♥

haha ,woke up 8 .
onlined ebuddy ,chatted w baby .
boring life ,haha .
pissed off .
sian .

ILOVEBABY!

hawhaw ,just showered :D
it's 7.12pm here now ,guess baby's preparing for school now
haha !it's only 6 more days ,then i will be going back to sg !
:D:D:D:D:D:D
this feeling is great !
kkk ,post till here only ,will update :D

a dirty lil 'secret O:

haha ,woke up in th middle of th night and went online ,saw baby online .
now chatting w her .
she changed her blogskin ,but i still think her previous one is nicer ehs ><
haha ,nvm .
i'll treasure you more when i return to sg :D
eh ,to some fucking people out thr want to hong my stead la hor ,buey gei ain lai la ,limpeh pang 21 tiong uhs !
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ahlahs ,next week going back to sg ,better watch out .pcb .
fucking pissed .bye _l_

urgh ,i'm gonna explode alr ^%&*#$@!
whatever it is ,it's super fucked up being here .other then sleeping ,idk what sports they do here O:
totally sianed up luhs ,can't wait for th sunday ,that sunday when i'll be back (:
baby ,no need to apologise ,i know you're tired O:
and ,i hardly get to see you soooo tired (:
so sleep more laahzxzx ,bu yao ke qi worzxzx !
sleep more ,sleep more :D
i think i'll have more sleep this few days ,if not i'll have air sickness when i bored th airplane :X
hawhaw ,okays .
that's all then :D

i'm gonna tell you a secret ,i love fooweiling (:

AHA ,slept throughout th day .not enough energy .
whole body like melting off ,next week will be in sg le (:
haha ,super happy luhs .
finally can see baby le .
it's like a month le ,w/o holding your hand ,etc .
i missed those times ):

Okays !baby ,finally came online yo !woohoo !
feels so good to be relieved of th troubles that were troubling me th whole troubling morning O:
everything is okay still ,except for baby ):
she's troubling ,and giving me troubles !O: (joking only yo ):X
hmm ,i'll be back for sure next week lahzxzx ,no worries (:
i packed all my stuffs alr :D
kkkk ,aisinile worzxzx ,and i'm quite sorry ><
today's our 2nd month ,but i can't celebrate it w you ,hmm ,i promise you i go back give you bigger suprise okays ! O:
kkk ,shall end here (:

& `it was this day ,you ,fooweiling gave me another reason to live 180808 ,4.17pm

180808 ,4.17 ♥

Happy 2nd anni ,baby ! O: -puts fireworks O:i'm glad you waited this month ,while i was in America .i told you ,if we could pass this test of time ,we'll overcome every obstacle next time (: kkkk ,i know it's my attitude that you think i'm changing ,but i can't really demostrate anything on th internet ): and geez ,i still love you ,not only love you ,but super duper duper duper duper uber uber love you okay .you can ask anybody here ,how much i love you .i wait for you to go online everyday ,(i think ,that's th only thing i can do to show you ,ily )i wait till my panda eyes come out ,and people here think i'm some kind of god ,cause i don't sleep after i online (i sleep sometimes only:X )sighs ,let me tell you .leaving you ,is not an option for me okay baby (: ,i love you O: i still miss th times we had tgt ,going out w each other ,having fun w each other (: just give me another chance ,i'll prove to you what's true love :X i really loved you ,believe me . go online later ,when you can .i should be online . i'll tell you what's going on O: ily (:

grrrs ,idk what's th problem w th date and time !

it's 12am,18th in sg ,but it posted out to be 17th O:

hmm ,slept early ytd ,cause baby said she wouldn't onlline ytd O:
sighs ,she must still be mad at me when i pangsehed her because th internet connection was too lousy and i simply vanisehed from th internet -.-
sorry yo .i didn't mean it .
it's only 1 more day to our 2nd anni ,sighs ,O:

baby ,sorry uhs O:
(i know you waited for me to go online agn) D:
ytd i said my comp lagging then i vanished frm th internet :X
cause th fucking internet got problem ,:D but now it's okays .
baby ,one thing for you to know O:
MY FEELINGS FOR YOU WILL NEVER FADE (: ,don't worry too much .
aiya ,this post very hard to understand laahzxzx ,later you come online ,then i'll tell you (:


Labels :2 more day ! ♥
countdown to plan sg :8 days ! O:

weehee ,weehee !
9 days more yo ! ♥
love die you le O:
haha ,it just feel so cool going back sg ,it's where i belong :X
can say that laahzxzx ,but not totally that reason O: ,it's because of my baby that made my life full of motivation and chances (:
i still remembered th day i asked you to be my girlf ,haha ,so funny canzxzx :D
baby wanted me to ask infront of manymany people okays (:
but i asked her when my clique was doing their own things :X
haha ,at least you're mine now O:
hawhaw ,ily worzxzx C:

AHA ,after chatting w baby till . . .5 plus ytd ,went to sleep O:
slept till now uh ,3.50pm then wake up hor (baby ,don't say i didn't sleep hor ,i sleep when you're studying):X
sh!t ,forgot to ask her what time she'll online later ):
if not wrong ,same time bahs :X
if wrong ,then tskk tskk ,i'm as good as gonecase O:
okays ,going out liaos .will post till here .later then chat w you ,baby ! (:
aisinile O:

Labels:3 more days ♥

okays ,started onlining at 11.58pm O:
later 2pm ,baby's onlining (:
mwhahaah ,gonna chat w her yo .
hmm ,it's 4 days to our second anni siazxz ! (Fuck ,we're gonna miss it ): )
):
10 more days to me going back to sg ,super cool .
i hope this 10 days past like th wind ,so i can be back in sg QUICK (:
kkkk ,shall post till here ,will update yo !

weeeeee ,finally saw baby online O:
see ,good deeds returns O: ,(idk if i'ts used that way ) :X
hawhaw ,so now chatting w my chio chio de baby (:
this days becoming more chio le hor !
go back must chiong spent time w you manzxzx ,go church also !
31st got chalet hor ,must ton (:
at least can spent more time w you mahzx ><
AHA ,k ,still love you .don't worry :D

still haven't give up ,waiting for baby to go online (:
although just now she said she couldn't online and needa go out (:
AHA , it's okay :X
will online till then O:

tralala ,it's 10.25pm .
waiting for baby to go online (:
still got 4 more hours (approximately):X
fuck laahzxzx ,thr's still 11 more days to going back to sg .(Fuck .)
i miss honey damn lotzxzx and lotzxzx can .
it's almost been a month since i last saw you ,i last held your hand ,i last hugged you ,i last kissed you .
i really missed holding your hand ,hugging you ,watching th sun go down .
):
baby ,await this 11 days .i'll be back ,and there'll be no more delays (:

hmm ,let's see .how many hours did i sleep ?o.o
2 hours and 7 mins O:
wakao ,i'm super tired but i wake up so early laahzxzx .
first thing onlined ,but still didn't see baby online .(aww!)
my eyes have panda eyes now ,and they're super panda O:
8} ,okays so i'm still waiting for you to go online hor !O:
woaini <3


baby ,i'm going back to sleep first yawh .will online at 7 (:

th actually 9 days to be back has been extended -.- ,to 12 more days to be back .
wtf laahzxzx ,i told papa alr ,if i still don't return by 24th ,i'll go back myself by hook or by crook .
keep on delaying ,make me also lose faith in you all ehs ,knn .
today's a monday in sing ,heard brothers going back to bedok hq for fuck .must be officer ask de lahzxxzx ,if not they also won't go in themselves ,then what about me ehs ?fuck bodoh .i also need go de ehs -.- ,my case haven't close .later i didn't go then they don't want close my case ?fuck fuck fuck fuck
alahs ,maybe i skipped a big ordeal ?(if i'm lucky lo ) O:
HAHA ,currently waiting for baby to online ,but trying to kill time FAST (:
kkkk ,shall post till here ,will update : D

i ,justinlohzhiyang love vanessafooweiling like nothing on earth (:

wakao ,we onlined at wrong times agnzxzx .
wtf laahzxzx ,i thought you had sch today and would online at 2 plus ):
so i came online at 10 plus ):
but baby going bugis hor ?bojio !alahs ,nvm (:
sorry baby ,i shouldn't have blogged about ...
(:
sorry baby (:
we'll last of course laahzxzx ,i promise you plus 100% chop laahzxzx !(:
aisinile !<3

baby oh baby ,we'll last till th end of timezxzxzxzxzxzx !(:

weeeeeeeeeeeee O:

sorry baby ,i didn't have th mood to online ytd .was fucking pissed off by some people here .i'm sorry ,made you wait so long ,but i was not sleeping or smething .i also thought you couldn't online ytd O:
alahs anyways ,my fucking stay here is gonna be extended again ,i'm getting th thought that i can't go back to sing anymore luhs .
i have this feeling that they're justgiving me false hope -'-

fuck you -'- pubor .

my 9 days have been extended again .fuck you .

_!_ _!_ _!_ ,fuck .

i feel so useless ,sometimes .
i kept making empty promises to you but it always extends and make you wait longer .i know you can't take th pain anymore .but i'm over here ,in a confused state ,don'know what to say or do .
i just feel so emo .this feeling really sucks .

i'm sorry ,weiling .it's gonna be extended again -'-

suddenly looking outside my window ,i feel like doing something w baby .
i want to watch th sunset w you ,just we two alone ,watching th sun go down .

i wished ,th test of time didn't pull us apart .

geez ,i think i'm suffering from insomania ,or however it's spelt O:
didn't sleep well ,but i was tired .very funny aye .kept on tossing and turning ard bed .
but when i sleep ,i get funny and scary nightmares .my head spin when i'm walking .
):<
baby ,i really need you by my side ,you're really irreplacable .when i'm w you ,my burdens lighten (:
it's like years i last seen baby okays ,although it's only been 21 days w/o her .
plus ,all those people she mixes w in sing .sighs* ,it's really making me worried like fuckfuckfuck* .

but ,whatever happens ,i'd still love you (:

FUCK ,FUCK ,FUCK ,FUCK .
i can't take it anymore ,i think i'm dying .
god is indeed playing pranks w me again ):<

okay ,spent fugging long editing this skinnnn (:
at last i'm done w it .

p/s :i'm quite high because i just finished th skin .
woohoooooo ,weeeeeeee !


alahs ,maybe my previous skin had some problems so ,th font came out smaller as usual .
kkkk ,i don't know when's Baby gonna online ,but yeah i'll try to stay online as long as possible (:

p/s :my panda eyes are out !Noooooooo

i can't wait to see you again :'D

kkkkkkkkkkkk ,ytd slept at 5 am :X
then set alarm clock ,8am wake up .(i wanted to wait for baby to online mahs)
then i woke up at 8am ,then i lazed ard in bed ,then went back to sleep agn -.-
then i woke up at 9.30am !(fcuks ,made baby wait bodoh !)
okay ,so chatting w her now <3>
she showed me alot of things ,like ,ivan draw de elmo :X ,her balloon boyf ,alot things lahzxzxz !
baby ,you're not buang lahzxzx ,you are like super chio cans !
okay ,anws i love you lahzxzx ,nothing to worry about ,i'll be back in 9 days ,weeeeeeee ~
kkkk ,so i'll end me post here (:

ps:okay ,our anni is in 8 days ,but i'll celebrate it on th 20 yo !O:

nothing much today ,although Honey and i quarreled ytd ,but afterall we still love each other(right ?!) hawhaw ,overall she doesn't want me to change so much luhs ,okay i promise i won't alrights . we must last ,and not fall to th test of time !O: it's 9th of oct alr ,and there's still 9 more days to our second anniversary . i know i'll miss it ,but no chioce ,i'm coming back on th 20th D: don't sad okays ,we celebrate our anni later only ,it's not a big deal yo ! so ,nothing to worry about (:

ily <3

it's spelt L-O-V-E :D

T_T ,i had no idea ,why i'm quarreling w Baby now .
i'm standing in an island ,lost ,trying to find a way out .
i just feel like giving up now ,i don't know what's going on ,what i did .
T_T T_TT_TT_T_T_T_T_TT_T_T_T

teehee ,just bought a new lappie O:
(new one hor !not any old laggy lappie !)heehee ,blogging now ,waiting for Honey to go onlineeeeee !
ytd chatted w her ,and she had a whale of a time yo !
she was super nice ytd ,and we chatted almost about everything !
i love her super super much ! <3
there's still 12 days to going back to sing !(woohoo ,faster pass i beg you D: )

Baby ,ily and i'll never let you go (:

okay haha ,goodgame .
my phone bills came and guess what .
YES ,it BOOMED .
total of $500++++ -.-
alahs fcuk .
gahs ,who cares .
now waiting for baby to go online yo .
guess she won't online today leh ,after all th days i pangseh-ed her accidentely and went to lala land O:
let's just hope she'll online before i go to bed O:

okay ,days are passing faster now :D

countdown :12 days ! (:

woohoo ,ily honey !

alahs ,was supposed to highlight hair ytd O: ,but ohwell ,i didn't do it .
i was quite moodless ytd .
whole day siansation .
after thjat ,went backk home to rest and rest .
slept till 10pm like that ,played psp .
12 plus ,everybody come back ,then went out to eat .
eat liaos ,1 plus ,went home .
onlined ,waiting for baby to online .
but ,fcuks lah ,internet keep on fcuking dc .
knn ,then dulan shut down comp (ohwhatthhell .)
alahs ,maybe when i'm still on th comp ,baby's still online ,but i keep dc-ing -.- (make me fcuking dulan )
heard baby's planning something for our anni ,but can't seem to guess what it is :X
hoho ,i also have !
when i'm back then ,we'll tell each other what it i okays ! O:
super excited can !
(:

COUNTDOWN :13 days

okay ,i'm dead .
i asked Honey to go online ,but i accidentely touched my bed and poof i went asleep :X
SORRY BABY D:
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry D:
Baby ,don't angry kkkk . (baby ,look at this when you go online ): )
i know you must be super dulan w me now D:
you didn't even post a post or leave me a offline msg D:
sighs *
asked some fcuker to call Girlf to ask ,knn ,say he eating .pubor .
call awhile will die ?
ahlahs ,Baby ,i'm sorry luhs D:
don't angry w me le D:
ily .

sighs ,it's still 15 days to meeting my Honey ! O:
so &^%%-ing long cans ,i wished i didn't come here in th first place manzxzx ,my life is in a mess now .
geez ,Honey must be sleeping soundly now yeah O:
sighs ,sighs ,sighs ,sighs D:
i really miss Honey veryveryveryveryvery muchmuchmuchmuch O:
it's like she's th only one that can make my day ,sighs .

sometimes ,sighing is th best way to solve problems .sigh*

my life's like a roller coaster ride )';

tralala ,woke up super late today O:
super duper late okays ,2pm then woke up :X
don't know why i seem so tired this days ,w/o Honey .(maybe she's my packet of battery{S} O: )
hawhaw ,kinda funny yeah .
lolol ,didn't go father's shop to help out ,told him i wanted to continue to sleep on :X
maybe i'll be going to th mall later ,it's really siansation at home ):
Honey ,wait awhile more kkkk !don't have th feeling that we're drifting apart luhs ):
actually ,we're still AS CLOSE AS ... a couple ,yeah .that's th correct word to use (:
geez ,i'm gonna miss my second anni w Honey manzxzx ,BUT ...i'll try to make it up for her yo !
kkkk ,i'll online more often ,so th chances of seeing you online is MORE (:
okays ,lastly ,ILY 小Honey ! Y

th teardrops on my guitar )';

ohfcuks ,went to shop ,helped out ,did th same things and yeah went home to sleep .
had a beautiful dream but can't seem to remember it :X
so watched a few movies ,scary movie 1 to scary movie 4 (very long sia)
ahlahs ,then went to waffle house to get waffles .
went home ,onlined and waited for baby to go online :D (that's th only thing i enjoy to do )
so Honey went online then chatted ,then chatted .she repierced nose again .-WAPIANG EHS D: ,hais ,everybody's changing manzxzx ,i hope i won't change so much yo .(especially you ,Baby )
okay everyone ,anyone ,Honey/Girlf ,this is th end of my post : D

changes do happen ,you agree ?

nothing much ,woke up at 6 plus by th fcuking snoring noise next door -.-
then checked hp ,Girlf texted me .
replied her text msg and called Kaiteck .
coincedentaly ,Girlf also called him to ask him to tell me that her hp no $$ le (sorry uhs ,made your hp no $$ ): )
then conferenced (:
haha ,so qiao can .
then chatted w her ,then she went to eat her dinner ,then chatted w Kaiteck awhile ,then his tuition teacher came .
then kup ,went back to dreamland again :X

it's your love that keeps me going on ,ily .

O:
good morning everyone (or maybe goodnight to sing :X)
woke up fcuking early because fcuking auntie turned on her music to max ,trying to blast everyone's ear(s)
knn ,disturbed my oh so beautiful dream .
so decided ,to lie in bed ,like a snake .
then see th time ,8 plus le .
went online .
then went to brush teeth ,ate breakfast .
online awhile later ,then deardear online ,chatted w her awhile .
heard she quarreled w her mother ,AND BADLY .
sighs ,baby ,don't so paikia luhs .
she's your mother afterall .
okays ,then chit chatted until 11 + ,then she went offline .
: D
super happy cans ,at last chatted w her ,after all th fcuked up connection thingy .
hp connection is hopeless ,msn fcuking problem ,at least ebuddy saved my life .
O:

at least i'm happy now ,

don't blast your music again ,or you'll get it from me .

ps ,deardear ily <3