SELAMAT HARI RAYA !: D
it's hari raya ,but i'm still not in sing D:





12th day w/o Dearie ,please i'm dying alr .
went to help out at father's shop ,didn't really concentrate ,was thinking about Girlf th whole day .
i think i'm alr going to die alr ,called Kaiteck just now ,he said he seldom go out w Girlf and co nowadays ,cause of some people ,shan't reveal though .
and his got some problems too .
geez ,Kaiteck ,cheerup ,there's nothing to be sad or unhappy about ,it's a part of life dude .
boo ,tried calling dearie after Kaiteck's call ,but then it went 'th singtel mobile customer is currently not available ,please try again later .'
okay ,so gave up and went online ,chatted w baby for a while ,then she went offline .
D:
i wish th connection here won't be so sucky anymore ,thanks god : D

god ,i want your help now D:

okehs ,going offline after this post (baby ,i didn't bluff you ,i'll go to bed after this post :X)
okeys ,so tried waiting for baby to go online ,but IT'S ONLY 2.11pm in sing ! @&^*&^#
so yeah ,i'll call you later aye ,O:
i could only wish that Jolene's phone bills won't be too high this particular month :X
anyways ,thanks uhs (:
HAWHAW ,this few days still th same ,trying to adapt to an enviroment w/o baby ,BUT CAN'T ! D:
I NEED BABY BADLY ,super badly okays ):
th days w/o you is a torture ,and it hurts me so much to see you suffering in sing too D:
i'll come back asap okays ,(3rd oct IS th earliest le (x )
so await ,O:
i'll be back to your arms ,once again :'D
fyi :i also love Baby's new hair (: ,super duper uber cute cans !it's th truth !: D
not kiddy at all ,but super CUTEEEEEEEEEE ~!

hawhaw ,i love hanging out at your blog O: ,it gives me inspiration O:

today nothing much ,slept through almost th whole day ,then now waiting for Dearieeee to come online D:
gahs ,this few days have really been tiring and painful ,i really wished i could rewind time D:
this fcxking b**** named J***** C*** was th reason my mother asked to me go us .
fcuk her lah ,

i wanted you D:

fcuks ,i'm posting fcxking early i the morning ,whatever th case it sucks to extend MY stay over here D:
(i can't see baby for more days ,i can't spend time w baby for more days D: ,i can't go out w brothers (and sisters) D:)
fcuks bodohhhhhh ~
Baby ,i want to meet you asap ,spend time w you ,D:
i wished we didn't quarrel so much when i'm in sing ,cause we could spend th time quarrelling into quality time spend tgt D:

i don't think i have th strength ,

aha ,woke up this morning ,chatted on th phone w Girlf : D
she's super cute cans ,but don't cry aye ,it'll only make me sad and useless D:
sad for not making you happy ,and useless for not being to be w you when you ain't happy D:
aha ,my feelings for you won't change ,but it'll get more and more until it reaches th limit and -poofs it still go up <3
get it ?
nahs ,if you don't get it ,don't mind ,cause it's me and my random-ness today :X
anyways ,got th photos w baby on th beach th day before i went MIA : D
super happy cans !
aha ,baby ily : D
i wouldn't want to let you go D:


Maybe D:

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Baby ,iMISSyou D:
iLOVEyou D:
i wished time would just fast forward to th time i go back to sing D:
i wished i could see you first thing when i wake up everyday D:
i really wish so D:
Hope you'll be mine forever yeah D:


you know i can't smile w/o you ):

FCUK ,i can't seem to recall th dream i dreamt during my afternoon nap !@@(*#&
anws ,did really nothing today other then missing my Girlf .
she's always on my mind ,24/7
although we're each on th other side of th globe ,my love for you will never change .



it's getting dark ,too dark to see .
i need your love to guide me through this path D:

why wait ?i sometimes wonder :X
your conditions are so good ,so yeah .
why wait for a lil' punk like me ? D:

Gahs ,fcuktard ehs D:
Why must we online at different times D:
Gosh ,Baby i'll go back soon yeah .
(Next time go Jolene's house online ,tell me what time you're on alrights .)
Don't die yet baby ,cause when i'm back ,we'll be tgt agn right : D
Don't cry ,if you really really want to cry ,save all th tears up and cry when i'm back : D
so at least there's someone for you to lean on : D
Baby uh baby ,i really love you ,my love for you ain't those iloveyou in your face but when you're gone ,he starts to do things that make you sad .
I won't break your heart oh ,i'll just keep it close to my heart ,never letting it go :X
Baby ,don't cry anymore le ,if everything's up to schedule ,i'll be back next week le : D
so yeah ,don't brood over unnessasary things le : D


when you're gone ,
th pieces of my heart i'm missing you D:

Well ,waited freaking freaking long for Baby to go online ,but didn't D:
Gahs ,Baby if you're online ,don't angry if you see me offline ,cause i waited :X
HAHA ,guessed you came home frm a tiring day of school ,went out and forgotten about me D:
But ,nevermind ,just blog bout something you did and it's okay : D
I can't wait long today luhs ,i survived 2 nights w/o Baby and sleep le ,so it's a miracle i still survived D:
I think my panda eyes are coming out if i don't sleep well tonight D:
so yeah Baby ,don't angry okays ?
Got anything post on your blog or leave me a offline msg ,i'll reply to it : D
andand ,lastly ,ILoveYous okays ,don't brood over anything else le okays ,i won't want to see Baby in a terrible state when i go back aye !
So yeah ,rest well !<3




I learnt a new word today !

Jet'aime <3

Hey ,everyone check out my new featured song manzxzx ,it's super cool : D
Btw ,Baby ,i'm waiting for you to go online D: ,<3

O.O
i think i'm dying of missing you too much D:
Fifth day w/o you ,dying .
i think this songs depicts my feelings for you D:

Gahs ,4th day w/o Baby .
nothing much ,slept at about 4 plusplus ,while online ,waiting for Baby to come online in Singapore D;
at last after millions of seconds ,gave up waiting & went to sleep .
But can't seem to get her off my mind , all i was thinking was Baby <3 ,D:
didn't seem to get to sleep ,so lazed ard in bed ,reading th text msges that Baby sent during th times i was in Singapore D;
read and read ,i read about th things we talked during those times ,those quarrels ,those happy momments ,and all that .
and i realised i treasured baby more then anything <3
those days we spent tgt ,was really too wonderful .




Baby ,I'll Be Back Soon ,I Promise <3

fcuktard ,i'm so pissed w th fcuking laggy comp here .
can't seem to express my anger ,so i went out for a walk .
walked and walked ,but th things on my mind was th same ,it was all about Baby D:
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Baby uh Baby ,IMissYou like fcuks ,i just want you to fill my mind everyday ,cheer me on everyday D:
i guess i'd be coming back later then expected ,for no expected reason D:
Baby ,do well for your exams aye ?O.O
I hope your feelings for me are still th same ,never fading D:
*i wish D:

well i guess ,it's been 3 days w/o baby ,and it's so fcuktard .
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wished i could just rush back ,then hug you tightly D:
wished i could just stand beside you and make your day D:
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everytime i close my eyes ,i see you
everytime i breathe ,i smell you :D
ILoveYou ,Baby <3

hais ,BABY IMissYous<3
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it's only been 2 days ,but i'm starting to miss you alr D:
how i wished ,time would past faster when i'm not w yous ,but when i'm w you ,time would just stop & we'd be tgt .
<3
baby ,i'll come back faster okays ,:D
i text or call you must reply ohs !

aiya ,no mood lah .
okay bye

okays ,finally back to blog-ingggggggggggggggg !
had a great day w/ baby yo <3
she's great today manzxzx .
met her & ivan at 201 first ,then had breakfast .
didn't felt like eating & just bought a apple pie :X
then went to meet nana ,yeah
then bused down to 185 then to junction 8 .
damn far lahs .
then met ivan's stead :X
slacked ard at arcade ,tried catching a soft toy for baby ,but failed :X
then went slacking ,slacking & slack .
D:
then went to eat at nearby coffeeshop .
ivan ,freaking disgusting ,kept on playing w his chicken & stuff .
gosh ,then bused back ,but pangseh-ed baby as darren wanted to meet his stead :X
met le then bused bak to pasir ris to find kaiteck ,as i didn't want to go back home so early .
blahblah ,slacked w him for like 30 mins then i bused back homeeeeeee
:}

18o8o8 ,i won't forget that day .